my foundation was rocked my tried and true way to deal was to vanish
  my departures were old I stood in the room shaking in my boots
  at that particular time love had challenged me to stay
  at that particular moment I knew not run away again
  that particular month I was ready to investigate with you
  at that particular time
    we thought a break would be good for four months we sat and vacillated
  we thought a small time apart would clear up the doubts that were abounding
  at that particular time love encouraged me to wait
  at that particular moment it helped me to be patient
  that particular month we needed time to marinate in what "us" meant
    I've always wanted for you what you've wanted for yourself
  and yet I wanted to save us high water or hell
  and I kept on ignoring the ambivalence you felt
  and in the meantime I lost myself
  in the meantime I lost myself
  I'm sorry I lost myselfĄ-.i am
    you knew you needed more time time spent alone with no distraction
  you felt you needed to fly solo and high to define what you wanted
  at that particular love encouraged me to leave
  at that particular moment I knew staying with you meant deserting me
  that particular month was harder than you'd believe but I still left
  at that particular time