consequences that had left me for dead
  repercussions that went straight to your head
  trusting in no one
  believing in nothing
  living in a world of pure deception
    so far this life is contemptuous
  this mind, a gun, so relentless
    damn! i am damaged for life!
  damn! like i've been crucified!
  damn! i am damaged for life
  and i can't believe i'm alive!
    determined to destroy all that you know
  conceal your lies in the web you compose
  trusting in no one
  believing in nothing
  living in a world of pure deception
    so far this life is contemptuous
  this mind, a gun, so relentless
    damn! i am damaged for life!
  damn! like i've been crucified!
  damn! i am damaged for life damn!
  and i can't believe i'm alive!