I've been living without a face so I can't face the day
  Civil war behind my eyes I'm the only one to blame
  Take a step back and run and hide
  I'm looking for an enemy or a friend from deep inside
    My self destruction increases my cred
  I need to be real and I need to be fed
    As broken as an unloved skateboard at the lost and found
  As tired as a rabid dog waiting at the pound
  I like to live and I've got reasons to destroy
  Try to stand the test of time, my mind is not a toy
    My self destruction so easily led
  No need to now I'm wrecked inside my head
    Wake up to this self abuse this trait is not a crime
  I've seen the way to live with poison everything turns fine
  Listen up to the soft words to myself
  Time to ignore these little voices and pretend I'm someone else
    Monitor my intake and I'll document this time
  Give me something to believe in give me cheap-arsed wine
  Self destructor gripping onto what life there's left to live
  What's the point in giving up when there's nothing left to give