long nights...wide awake in the empty darkness.
  dreading... the alarm that waits at the dawn of day.
  i'm anxious... for all the things that i want from life.
  i'm tired...now i push my thoughts away.
  long day...tired and sore, abused my body,
  troubled...i find no peace in what i'm paid.
  distracted...the tv takes me from my worries.
  absent...of any progress i have made.
  i am nothing more than a dreamer, wasting my life.
  consumed with my passion,
  caught in a world of debts and decisions.
  do i lose it forever or do i hold on i am no different,
  just one of the masses.
  caught up in the task of survival.
  i am waiting on days without any worries.
  do i lose it forever or do i hold on?...to my dreams.