with no hopes
    and my will to live
    barely a care in this world to me
    i found a way
    kidnapped and confined
    within a system designed
    to destroy the inncocent child that i use to be
    it stripped me mentally naked
    embarrassing my mommas first born
    did i deserve that kind of fate?
    Was all that was happening to me
    really written in the powerfull and allmighty book of life?
    I dont think so
    My tears would soak the pages that i write upon
    if i couldn't close the windows to my soul
    and stand strong in the midst of these storms
    Maybe my story is
    in some way or another fimilar with yours
    is that why this aint even a song
    but yet you still.. you wanna here this once more
    i play this everytime i wanna reflect from
    which ive come from
    to help me see were it is im trying to go
    and even though grandma and our sisters
    left me some time ago
    i still go by and sit on the front porch as if i dont even know
    but im getting better
    my mom
    my two sisters...ebony and tanya
    destiny
    man i got mikey and shocker now
    my homeboyz
    and those that love me regardless
    Diary of a sinner
    another entry
    i guess i'll finish this tomorrow