Looking back in anger, looking back with joy and laughs
  don't ask me all those questions, cause I don't have the answers now
  I tried to hold back all my thoughts and all my dreams
  just to make things better, I was using myself past my means.
    But all those days are gone
  and I can't find the path that I should follow
  I'm walking unknown land
  mile after mile I search the way back to my mind
  and I cannot believe how hard it is to find
  when I'm down.
    I used to make things easy, I used to be a happy guy
  but now things seem so different, that I can't even play the game
  I got to try to find the way thru all this now
  so what I need now, is someone to read the map cause I don't know how.
    I feel ashamed and I'm to blame
  cause I tried to be, I tried to see things from my side
  and I also bleed, I also need some space
  it's time to close this case.