Sittin in traffic another day of feeling nothing
  Trying to find something I guess it's back to huffin'
  Paint and model glue oh how I die when I look
  At you smilin' lovin' life and all I know is blue
  Rainy days and cold stares broken love affairs
  Everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there
  I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile who cares
  I think I'll go to sleep for a while now
    I'm barely livin' in my skin depression's my only friend
  And I don't know where I am heading tryin' to forget where I've been
  And I'm so sick of lying God please shwo me that silver lining
  Cuz I've heard tale and I'm not well my heads full of hell and
  This world's a jail but
    And it don't matter and I don't care
  I let my pain into the air
  Cuz everything good's over there
  And everything here's hard to bear
  And it don't matter and I don't care
  I let my pain into the air
  Cuz everything good's over there
  And everything here's hard to bear
    And as the apin begins to displace had it to ear level
  With this place you see it on my face a state of suspended grace
  Gradually I erase and find comfort in the sickest womb
  I might be present but no in the room
  To whom it may consume melting ensembles bleeding chellos running through Bordellos drama
  Like Othello hidin' out from Poncharello
  Dead off in the Median
  Fallin apart like usual handin' out flyers to my funeral
    So they say that life's a play and that all the world's a stage
  Then for another part I pray the show ends the same way everyday
  And my heart carries the pain of a brain I can't explain
  Am I insane
  Am I insane
    And it don't matter and I don't care
  I let my pain into the air
  Cuz everything good's over there
  And everything here's hard to bear
  And it don't matter and I don't care
  I let my pain into the air
  Cuz everything good's over there
  And everything here's hard to bear
    And everything good is gone
  And everything good is gone
  And everything good is gone
  And everything bad is here
  And everything bad is here
  And everything bad is here
  It doesn't really matter now does it
    And it don't matter and I don't care
  I let my pain into the air
  Cuz everything good's over there
  And everything here's hard to bear
  And it don't matter and I don't care
  I let my pain into the air
  Cuz everything good's over there
  And everything here's hard to bear