I've never felt so alive
  I've never had to run and hide
  The things I want I cannot have
  The things I need are all so bad
  What you say
  I could've been
  I am
  You could've been
  You are
  My best excuse is that I'm drained
  From everything that keeps me sane
  My sickness keeps me in control
  From everything you'll never know
  Does it make you happy
  Does it make you mad
  Why am I still laughing
  Look at what you had
  Does it make you feel good
  Does it make you sick
  That you knew that I would
  Be the one to trip
  No Control