It must have been maybe it was
  I don't remember when
  When I fell for myself
  I fell off the chair
  That sat me next to you
  
  Could I take all the love
  That I have for myself
  Could I give it all to you
  Can I kill the big monster
  That lives down inside
  Can we throw all the history aside
  
  It's not easy to pretend
  That we're not
  Enemies sometimes
  But it pleases me defending
  All the memories tonight
  
  It may have been a bit hopeless
  But something honest
  Went down that night
  I lifted my head for
  Just long enough to see
  What I'd never seen in my life
  
  Could I take all the love
  That I had for myself
  Did anything make it through
  And it kills not to know
  What goes on in your mind
  Can you throw all the history aside
  
  It's not easy to pretend
  That we're not
  Enemies sometimes
  But it pleases me defending
  All the memories tonight