I did all that I should, well all that I could
  but will I be clean
  I did all that I should, well all that I could
  but it isn't me
    all my strength is dead and gone
    slept as long I could, as long as I should
  to find comfort here
  slept as long I could, as long as I should
  but I still have fear
    all my strength is dead and gone...
    black letter day
  all the fun / joy / strength
  ...has gone away
    I drank all that I could, much more than I should
  in simple despair
  I drank all that I could, much more than I should
  to find someone there
    I hope Monday will be a better day