(In loving memory of PJ Matthews)
  
  I wish this could be
  a happy song
  But my happiness disappeared
  the moment you were gone
  Don't think I ever believed that
  this day would come
  Now all I'm feeling
  is lost and numb
  
  And ohhh I know I promised
  Mmmm that I would try
  
  But I, yes I, miss you
  and it's killing inside
  
  I'll always be thankful
  for the time we had
  We were blessed
  I should celebrate
  but I feel too sad
  All the wonderful memories
  just make me fall apart
  And it feels like somebody's
  stabbed me in my heart
  
  And ohhh I know I promised
  Mmmm that I wouldn't cry
  
  But I, yes I, miss you
  and it's killing inside
  Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
  want you by my side
  
  Walking, holding hands
  Talking, making plans
  Touching my heart my soul
  
  I wish this could be
  a happy song
  But my happiness disappeared
  the moment you were gone
  Tell me it's not happening
  Say it's not as it seems
  Tell me that I'm gonna wake up
  It's just a bad dream
  Please tell me that it's fiction
  Tell me it's just a lie
  Whatever you choose to tell me
  Please say he didn't die
  
  And I, yes I, miss you
  and it's killing inside
  Ooh well I, yes I, miss you
  want you by my side
  Ooh well I, miss you
  want you by my side
  Back here by my side
  Here by my side