Recite, I feel everything
  Relight my own joy in this, my own faggot fantasy
  T.V. series lightbulb coffin, reborn, skinless nightmare
  No words, only questions, like me, only everyone wants
  Feel this feeling nothing
  
  Nothing...do I care
  Brings me...lie to me
  Fucking...happiness
  Can I...hate myself
  
  Push me through all closed doors, and I can't find my way
  I want to feel human, and I am what gives it away
  Nothing can be done ugly, I am nothing but send me to my crucifix
  Raping, falling inside out, playing what I used to be
  Would he, collect his own mind?
  My own is not pure and whole, piece this, less is what I am
  Love is a wonderful thing to hate
  
  Nothing...do I care
  Brings me...lie to me
  Fucking...happiness
  Can I...hate myself